Rhapsody on a Windy Night
TWELVE o'clock. | |
Along the reaches of the street | |
Held in a lunar synthesis, | |
Whispering lunar incantations | |
Dissolve the floors of memory | 5 |
And all its clear relations | |
Its divisions and precisions, | |
Every street lamp that I pass | |
Beats like a fatalistic drum, | |
And through the spaces of the dark | 10 |
Midnight shakes the memory | |
As a madman shakes a dead geranium. | |
Half-past one, | |
The street-lamp sputtered, | |
The street-lamp muttered, | 15 |
The street-lamp said, "Regard that woman | |
Who hesitates toward you in the light of the door | |
Which opens on her like a grin. | |
You see the border of her dress | |
Is torn and stained with sand, | 20 |
And you see the corner of her eye | |
Twists like a crooked pin." | |
The memory throws up high and dry | |
A crowd of twisted things; | |
A twisted branch upon the beach | 25 |
Eaten smooth, and polished | |
As if the world gave up | |
The secret of its skeleton, | |
Stiff and white. | |
A broken spring in a factory yard, | 30 |
Rust that clings to the form that the strength has left | |
Hard and curled and ready to snap. | |
Half-past two, | |
The street-lamp said, | |
"Remark the cat which flattens itself in the gutter, | 35 |
Slips out its tongue | |
And devours a morsel of rancid butter." | |
So the hand of the child, automatic, | |
Slipped out and pocketed a toy that was running along the quay. | |
I could see nothing behind that child's eye. | 40 |
I have seen eyes in the street | |
Trying to peer through lighted shutters, | |
And a crab one afternoon in a pool, | |
An old crab with barnacles on his back, | |
Gripped the end of a stick which I held him. | 45 |
Half-past three, | |
The lamp sputtered, | |
The lamp muttered in the dark. | |
The lamp hummed: | |
"Regard the moon, | 50 |
La lune ne garde aucune rancune, | |
She winks a feeble eye, | |
She smiles into corners. | |
She smooths the hair of the grass. | |
The moon has lost her memory. | 55 |
A washed-out smallpox cracks her face, | |
Her hand twists a paper rose, | |
That smells of dust and eau de Cologne, | |
She is alone | |
With all the old nocturnal smells | 60 |
That cross and cross across her brain." | |
The reminiscence comes | |
Of sunless dry geraniums | |
And dust in crevices, | |
Smells of chestnuts in the streets, | 65 |
And female smells in shuttered rooms, | |
And cigarettes in corridors | |
And cocktail smells in bars. | |
The lamp said, | |
"Four o'clock, | 70 |
Here is the number on the door. | |
Memory! | |
You have the key, | |
The little lamp spreads a ring on the stair. | |
Mount. | 75 |
The bed is open; the tooth-brush hangs on the wall, | |
Put your shoes at the door, sleep, prepare for life." | |
The last twist of the knife. |